… for myself.

I already felt broken, now I feel broken as a sister and a failure. They did not ask nor care that I was in despair. It was not even about old feelings or issues, it all centred on my current situation and how I fail at even going to the toilet or trying to get dressed. I was upset over how hard it was just to study, events just compounded that feeling of despair.

So I shall take responsibility, but only for myself. I have to heal myself first – the parts nature will allow to heal anyway.